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The songs “No One’s Gonna Love You” and “Detlef Schrempf” form the soft, reverby core of the album Cease to Begin, Band of Horses’ second album. After the success of their first record, most figured they’d be just a one-trick pony (a-haha), but their second record, which I would say is arguably the better of the two, proved all naysayers wrong. The feel is quite different; the last record was brash, loud, more raw, and more rough-and-tumble folksy. This one has a smoothness (usually a death-signaling adjective) to it that no doubt draws from the childhood home – and latest home – of the band members, South Carolina. This album, and these two songs in particular, remind me of sweet moonshine, porches, and a lazy twilight humidity.

“No One’s Gonna Love You” is haunted by ghosts, as is much of Cease to Begin. “No one’s gonna love you like I do” almost sounds like a beyond-the-grave curse – sung in sweet echoey tones. Lyrically the song is plaintive and nearly pleading, as if the character singing believes that he’ll be revived if she agrees to take him back. But the singer also acknowledges his own death/breakup, singing “things start splitting at the seams / and now the whole thing’s tumbling down hard” as if no one had ever sung anything like that before, which is really what I think you want to hear in a singer’s voice – innocence and pure, instant emotion.

“Detlef Schrempf” is a beautiful song with a funny title. The song is a bed of clean, reverbed guitar sounds, sliding and jangling around like Slinkys in a metal truck bed. At a strikingly regular basis, these slinkys all hit the truck sides at once and make a beat that sounds just like a snare drum. Again, Ben Bridwell’s voice, once Band of Horses’ only potential liability, steps up to the challenge set forth and rocks it, ethereal-style. And again, I find him exceptionally convincing. “Eyes can’t look at you any other way,” he sings, and I nod. Yet, the question remains: why name this song after a German-born NBA star? The world may never know.

I’d say these songs are a slam dunk! Aha, seriously, enough with the puns already.

Band of Horses – No One’s Gonna Love You

Band of Horses – Detlef Schrempf

I’m in the process of moving all of my mix tapes CDs to the intertubes for the download enjoyment of all. For now all of my “season” mixes are available. I stand by the quality of my mixes, so if you download one and it doesn’t work, let me know! I will not be undersold! Now is the perfect time to download! And so on.

Each download is a .zip file, and all reside around the 100 MB size range. Simply right click on the file name, choose”Save As” or “Save Download” or “Whatever” and it should start downloading. Hopefully.

King of Summertime 2004

King of Summertime 2005

King of Summertime 2006

King of Sumemrtime 2007

Autumn Mix 2005: Times That Walk From You

Autumn Mix 2006: Labor Day Came and Went

Autumn Mix 2007: Leaves Were Falling, Just Like Embers

The wind whips up a gale and green gives way to red and yellow, red and yellow give way to bare branches. The sky is deep and clear, or grey and foreboding, and scarves make their way out from the bottoms of chests and trunks. Sandals give way to socks and shoes. Quilts gain some volume and become comforters. The furnace creaks into life. All this can only mean one thing: time for a new mix! (Oh, and it’s autumn.)

This year I wanted to try something a little different. Past mixes have reflected a certain kind of fall day: the cool, crisp sunny day, the day you get out and rake some leaves and enjoy the last bits of sunlight and semi-warmth.

But there’s another kind of fall day that is hard to pin down. The mixes made for the crisp autumn days don’t “mix” (ahem) well with these different days. These are the days that usher in the cold and bring us closer to winter; these are the pre-winter days, as opposed to the post-summer days. The blustery days, the cloudy days that almost look like snow, the days that bring a sweet melancholy that’s strangely enjoyable in its own way. If you love winter, like I do, these pre-winter days are just as wonderful as the post-summer days. There’s much to love in these days, as you sit inside and watch as the world changes outside. These are quiet days, acoustic guitar days, sad days. I’ve found it’s much harder to find songs for this kind of day than it is to find songs for the post-summer days. I hope, though, with this mix I’ve put together a collection of songs that are quiet yet captivating, icy but warm, solemn but not depressing. Please enjoy. You’ll find a download link at the end of the playlist.

“Leaves Were Falling, Just Like Embers”

1. Richmond Fontaine – Intro/The Border
2. The Microphones – Headless Horseman
3. Red House Painters – Trailways
4. Damien Jurado – Ohio
5. Emmylou Harris – Tennessee Waltz
6. Iris DeMent – Our Town
7. The Shins – Those to Come
8. The Avett Brothers – Find My Love
9. Elephant Micah – Detailed Cathedral
10. Cat Power – Werewolf
11. The Replacements – Rock and Roll Ghost
12. Sufjan Stevens – Vito’s Ordination Song (acoustic version)
13. Darren Jesse – Magic
14. Amber Dust – In Autumn
15. Robert Plant & Alison Krauss – Killing the Blues
16. Neko Case – South Tacoma Way
17. Simon & Garfunkel – The Boxer

This mix and all the others are in the Music Vault!

One By One

One by one the teardrops fall as I write you
One by one my words come falling on the page
One by one my dreams are fading in the twilight
One by one my schemes are fading fast away

One by one the flowers fading in my garden
One by one the leaves are falling from the trees
One by one my hopes are vanished in the clouds clear
One by one like snowflakes melting in the breeze

One by one my hair is turning gray
One by one my dreams are fading fast away
One by one I read your letters over
One by one I lay them all away

One by one the days are slipping up behind you
One by one the sweetest days of life go by
One by one the moments stealing out behind you
One by one she’ll come and find not you or I

One by one I hear the soft words that you whispered
One by one I feel your kisses soft and sweet
One by one I hope you’ll say the words to marry
One by one to one by one forever be

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The thing most people don’t understand about Woody Guthrie is that he was a truly incredible and advanced wordsmith, an American poet of the highest order. Woody Guthrie is known more as a “songwriter,” which is like a poet, but somehow cruder, more base, less academic. Really, though, a song is nothing more than a poem you can dance to. Still others know Woody as a populist, an advocate for justice and “the little guy.” For some he’s simply a bum from Oklahoma.

It’s become one of my quests in life to help Mr. Guthrie’s image and raise him up to where he belongs, a place occupied already by Robert Frost, Emily Dickinson and the like. The Pantheon of American Poets. I know that he’d rather be kicking around in Frost’s back alley playing harmonica, but he deserves to be remembered justly.

An example of his poetic prowess: “One By One.” An example of why he’s not remembered as a great poet: nobody ever heard or read “One By One” besides maybe his family, until the singer Billy Bragg, with the help of Wilco, recovered some of his unpublished work and put it to music on the incredible Mermaid Avenue records. I can tell you now, that if people had read this poem while he lived – and if he hadn’t died so young – he would be read in homes and schoolhouses the country over. As it is, it’s hard to find any of his work in print (despite the best efforts of Bragg & Co.), minus his autobiography and the new book of his artwork.

Immediately it’s easy to see that Woody had a flair for repetition. He understood and loved the sounds of words, and he knew a good phrase when he heard it. In “One By One” the anaphora is, naturally, “One by one…” which gives the poem real heft, but also slows it down in time. The sense of the phrase is slow, but reading it over and over also makes the poem move slower, in a strict, quiet rhythm. The poem is indeed one of silence. Teardrops fall, hair turns gray, leaves fall, flowers die, words are written down, not spoken. The sweet days of life – a summery metaphor – slip into the silence of autumn. The only real sounds are whispered words, in the last stanza. The poet here is not grief-stricken, but he is melancholy and verging on hearbreak. He sees life moving by as he waits and waits for his love to answer his marriage proposal. A less deft hand would have turned this subject into the stuff of melodrama, but here Guthrie handles it with delicacy, and he preserves each moment beautifully.

Wilco turned these words into a classic song, and more than a couple people have remarked that it’s one of the finest songs ever written. The group shows a real understanding of the words and turns it into a somber tune driven by piano, organ, and a steady, expecting, beat. Jeffy Tweedy’s voice is quiet and doused in reverb. I have to a agree, it’s one of my all-time favorite songs, and all-time favorite poems.

Wilco – One By One 

I’m not a religious guy, but I am aware of, and prone to, spiritual moments. Let it be said, I’m also prone to exaggeration. With that said, I continue: Sounds, voices, the faces of friends in the right light, certain words and certain phrases, the endings of certain books and poems. When anything is given enough of the right kind of attention it becomes art, and above all, art is spiritual. Art is a bit like the whole Catholic thing with the bread and the wine; paint and pixels and phrases become more than what they are.

Like Catholic bread or a bunch of words on a page, on one level Neko Case’s work is just what it is: simple country songs. Similarly, her live show, which I saw for the first time last night, is mostly quiet but fun, punctuated by jokes from Neko or her backup singer Kelly Hogan, or lamentations about the mass of red-orange hair she must keep moving around so it doesn’t grab her face “like an orangutan.” She sang and played guitar confidently, and Jon Rauhouse’s band picked away on some excellent country tunes, mostly of Neko’s writing (with the exception of a blissful version of “Buckets of Rain”).

And yet, that voice. That voice carries me somewhere very wonderful. At times it seems so thick and low you could grab it out if the air, and then it becomes like a set of roofbeams, high, strong, and untouchable. A hint of country twang keeps it human – you still feel that you can relate to it, unlike so many opera arias. There is a certain throaty push in her voice that makes me see the color orange – maybe it’s just picturing her singing, but I do see this color in her voice. She elevates what would otherwise be normal country songs – albeit vivid and rather poetic country songs – to something so much more. I wish I had better words to say what I’m thinking, but I can’t find them.

I know I’m getting a bit carried away here. Sorry. I warned you about the exaggertaion. I don’t know what it is, why it is, but the voice of Neko Case is spiritual in a way that, for me at least, is unmatched by any other singing voice. The art of it makes me weak and humble. So going to that concert last night, well, I felt a bit like I was at church. Thanks for that, Neko.

Some Neko Case songs for your listening pleasure. One folder with four songs: “A Widow’s Toast,” (which opened the concert), “Porchlight,” “Maybe Sparrow,” and her cover of Dylan’s “Buckets of Rain.”

I worked from home today, and I spent the whole grey afternoon listening to the late Alan Hovhaness, and I felt pretty lucky, sitting and typing in my chair and listening to the master at work in his finest symphony, his second. I like listening to Symphony 2, “Mysterious Mountain” because it makes me think of Tacoma and the Northwest: my Mysterious Mountain is Rainier. The music, so big and wide, makes me feel green, rocky, and wet; when I close my eyes I see Carbon Glacier in the snow, and the vast white mountain behind it. The first movement is about as sublime as music gets. Big undulating gusts of wind wash over you as you stand and watch the mountain. You don’t just look at a mountain; you watch it. Underneath the winds you hear strings (cello? I don’t know, really) climb up scales, this is your hiking boots over the dirt path. The second movement shows that behind the sublime, behind the vast unknown, is terror. The people of Tacoma and Puyallup Valley know Rainier could blow its top at any moment, but they wake in the morning, look at it huge and looming, and they’re still alive. So there’s terror, and there’s joy. The third movement defines this coexistence. This symphony also makes me think of Tacoma because that’s where I discovered Hovhaness’ music first. Yet another reason to thank that city. Give a listen; I’m hard-pressed to think of a more beautiful 20 minutes of music.

Symphony 2, “Mysterious Mountain”
Movement 1
Movement 2
Movement 3

“More Like the Moon” is more like the Sunday New York Times. It’s big and at first glance it looks orderly, but as soon as you really look at it – really peel away the layers – the magazine, Sunday Styles, Week In Review, the crossword etc., there’s a lot of information there. The act of reading the paper has suddenly become a task. However, it’s probably one of the most pleasant tasks you can take on in your life. And you find that reading the Sunday Times isn’t just “reading the Sunday Times” but its the coffee, the sunlight, toast – it’s an experience bigger than itself. Pleasant is really the best word for it. “More Like the Moon” is pleasant. It’s not sad or overly exuberant – there are plenty of pop songs like that in the world. No, sometimes you want a song that excels at pleasantness. This is an excellent exercise in pleasantries. At about six minutes in length it’s big, and with the simple, lazy drum beat it’s orderly, but there’s a lot of information there. Jeff Tweedy’s is a bit on the mumbly side, but clearly wordy. There are a couple excellent flamenco-influenced acoustic guitar breaks, and the little melody played out on organ is gentle and satisfying.

The other thing about the Sunday Times is that despite its intense amount of information, you feel a little hazy wading through it, like walking through a sunlit fog of letters. This song feels a bit like that too, foggy, sunlit, pleasant.

Wilco – More Like the Moon

It may be March 1st, but with a good foot of snow on the ground and more falling, it’s still most definitely winter. There are a lot of winter naysayers out there, but me, I love it. I love the snow, of course, but I also love being inside, warm, cozy, sweatered and slippered, watching the wind whip and the sky fall outside. There’s something essentially human about it, making ourselves wam not through fur and fat but through homes and layers. For me music is but another layer of warmth, and one of my favorite musical sweatshirts to wear is Mirah’s Advisory Committee album. The second song, “After You Left,” is barely a blip, clocking in at a fractional 1:38. But the song exudes warmth. A simple beat carries us through the whole song, big and soft like someone dancing in slippers. Above that is a synth playing warm, low tones, and then finally Mirah’s voice, which to me is always a comfort. “The stars so far / stay up all night,” she sings, “they’ve got some kind of way / to shine their light. / I’d like to have one / hold it tight / start a fire / burn all night.” The best music can translate into a physical reaction; a shiver, a feeling of ecstasy. “After You Left” makes me feel warmth in my chest and arms. “Now it’s hot like summer / winter’s days are numbered.” I think I can endure the winter a little longer.

Mirah – After You Left